I love how everytime I sent you a message or tried to call you, I didn't even get so much as more than two word responses and being left out, yet somehow that's me being a bad friend. I love how just the other day we talked and everything was fine, but then a second later it's the complete opposite. Back to me being the bad friend and you being the one who starts all the conversations and everything. You TOLD me not to call that week, I DID send you messages and barely got responses. You've barely been online for two weeks, yet somehow I'm the reason we haven't been talking? You stopped answering my calls, you don't reply to my messages, what else can I possibly fucking do? In fact, I messaged you TODAY, and you said "oh brb" and oh, guess you never came back, except you never really left, now did you? Yes, still my fault though.
We have a rough two weeks and suddenly that's entirely my fault when all you've been talking about with me for the last two weeks were someone else. Sorry that I can't fucking relate because it's not something I'm involved in to begin with. I've still fucking been around, and I stood up for you when shit when down, and I called you a few days after shit went down even though you told us not to. I DID call you, and I DID message you the last two weeks to get NOTHING yet somehow I'M acting like a child. As if I'm trying to hurt you when I've been trying to be there for you and prevent you from getting hurt by your other "friends." Like you always say one argument =/= end of friendship. Oh wait, now all of a sudden that's not true anymore. You told me that you've been too busy to talk, yet that's still my fault. As if I've fucking ignored you at all.
You've kept me out and you've continued to keep me out, yet I've still been here trying to be brought in. But of course, to you, I don't try whatsoever. Bullshit. THREE DAYS AGO WE WERE FINE, and NOW all of a sudden this fucking happens? THREE days? Seriously?
If I'm being immature, than what could that possibly make you?
This is just fucking retarded.
Fucking hypocrisy at it's finest.
As for rubbing shit in... well, wait a second, the only thing I've seen you talk about are other people, in which you proceeded to rub it in my face that you'd rather talk to them and ignore my existence entirely. And now, here you go, telling me not to call you, when you've only called me once the other day when I was ASLEEP and I DIDN'T know you called.
Yet that's still my fault. lol ok. The only time you've started a conversation with me this week were yesterday and two days before that, and the only reason I didn't message you was because I was playing a game in fullscreen. I didn't even know you signed on. STILL my fault, though, of course.
All the high school comments are ridiculous too, because at least I'll confront you things, but wait a second, when I was trying to talk to you today to sort things out, you immediately gtfo'd. Yes, my fault of course.
It's complete bullshit. I cannot be responsible for you not answering your phone, telling me not to call, and you NOT replying to my messages and excluding me. I can't exactly fucking do everything. I spend a little bit of time doing something else with a person you hate, and all of a sudden it's me neglecting you and trying to hurt you and be mean to you? I've BEEN here and OFFERED to talk to you on MULTIPLE occasions, yet you've always got something better to do.
A lot of fucking nerve to get mad at me when you told me to leave you the fuck alone and kept me out of talking to you in the first place.
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